Sunday, November 28, 2010

Thursday, July 22, 2010

WHTM

What happened to me? My grades are deproving, my brain sense is going moron!
I didn't pass my test, didn't score well, drop my grades... and most importantly,
how can i get my old brain cells back? OMG! Its not like i didn't study for the tests, maybe a few careless mistakes but what happened to my brain nowadays? Did some micro-data went into my brain and change all my previous system and make me blur? If not, i feel stupid and at loss nowadays..

What am i going to do? When i stayed in my grandma's house previously, once i went back home, i will start on my revision, but now when i'm back home, i wander what i'm going to do next. I control myself to start on the homeworks, but always thought that there will have more time, 10 minutes later, 30 mins later, how about 1 hour later...? AND i start on my homework at about 6pm which ends at 10pm. I used to sleep at probably 9am but now? 11pm! GOSH! That's probably why my brain cells are dying up..

Does self-control really works that way? I dun noe, i seldom blog or go out except for weekends.
Becoz of long-hour of band on sat, i can't revise my work in the morning ( where everyone's mind is at the clearest ) so i revise at night which i feel sleeping... Or is it becoz of my time management or selfcontrol?
BRAIN BLASTED! Anyway, i will figure out a solution to this. Those who read my post will know what situation i'm in now... Take care, P.S dun let your brain blast like mine.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

yea... u're right....




After all this days, i realised that winning is not everything.
Whether in sch or anywhere, but definitely everyone wants to win,
who wouldn't want to? I know that i hate to admit that not everytime the winning side is mine. I also know that some people just think that winning someone is a very "great" thing because they will started to think that they're very smart, think that she/he is everything and take this as a laughing matter. I wouldn't want these people to pressurr-ize me or spoil my day.
I learnt to let go of certain things, What can i do? I can't change the present facts, i only can change the future. I will work harder next time, i also figured out that working hard doesn't really give you the results u wanted. So, i not only must work hard, but work smart... Do what is right and no what is meant to be done :) I believed that most of you agreed to this right? Alright, gtg, so long..

Monday, February 22, 2010

It doesn't mean that once u failed, u are guaranteed to fail all the way. With your insults, i work even harder and prove to myself, i compete with myself to achieve better goals! That way i succeed even more and eventually you are wrong, and by the way, if you still don't know about the situation- We STILL don know the winner yet, sore loser. Your insults made me STRONGER and BETTER, thanks for it :)

Seriously, you can't compare you with me... We are so different....
In case you don't know what's the meaning of 'different', go ahead and check the dictionary...
But In case you don't know how to check the dic, (or maybe flip a book), then you have no choice but to admit you lost. I am not being sacarstic or whatever but you have to admit if youself that being a sore loser WILL never win. Coz i never admit to myself that i will give up just becoz of your tat FEW words or even lines :)

Your FEW words make me even stronger if you haven't realised.
I am not going to be defended just becoz u (on the outside) appeared to be more presentable, as in the way you act, like your are STRONG, harder, all these words blahblahblah. But in reality, your are just the opposite.
Coz YOUR HAVEN"T SEEN my true STRENGTH, and you can't defend me, or should i say i dun intend to have a battle with you. You will never get the chance :)

I will never want to fight a sore loser lyk you ( who will pull my standard down,down, way DEEP down, i am not being arrogant or anything) but if i challenge with a sore loser lyk you, then wouldn't i be a sore loser TOO?

yeah,,, so i wouldn't want to be a sore loser or even think of being someone lyk you who goes around 'TALKING' about ppl's weaknesses or maybe strength(just becoz you're jealous or envy of them).. actually the true fact is; you are even worse than them. Seriously, just be prepared :D
You never know what's inside of one's soul, and never know the resultant force a person like me can exert and you never know if the force can come straight towards you :)

Friday, February 12, 2010